I've gathered a few beautiful paintings of powerful womanhood from three wonderful artists—Rima Staines, Phoebe Wahl and Jeanie Tomanek.
|Maiden, Mother, Crone, by Rima Staines|
I have witches in my blood and so do you, womankind.
Oh women in my blood, oh women of the New America
where Christmas is something people trample one another
to death for in order to get the cheapest TV and your
breasts in public might disgust or else arouse some passing man
where your own blood is a thing you keep inside with
white tampons and curse, because you have to sit in the office or attend
to phone-calls when rage and the power of the old earth
are moving down your body, when the moon has
delivered blood down your legs and whatever grief you
carry, still you must keep the she-dog from snapping at everyone's hands,
even though you, you of all creatures, are the only animal
to be purified every single month—
I want you to know there are witches in your blood
and they have nothing to do with the Devil.
When I was eighteen I stood around a bonfire on St. John's Eve
on a Danish beach. The bonfire was 20 feet wide. You could see
half a dozen more, beacons down the beach. Everyone nearby gathered
to watch it burn. The heat was big, like a star. You couldn't get closer
than fifteen paces. My clothes were wet from swimming in the sea, but
I was sweating. On top of the bonfire was the effigy of a witch
green and hook-nosed like a Disney movie or a cheap Halloween mask.
I saw her and all at once I wanted to run. All at once the crowd pressing
around me, pressing around the fire, singing Danish words about
stars and witches and angels and saints, which I did not understand;
all of it was too much. In my blood I felt there were witches.
I felt them screaming
at the stake.
I felt their fear of fire, and their rage, crying out
you murder me for singing while I cooked stew because the
miller's son passed my window just then and fell ill the next day;
you murder me for taking off my stockings on the porch on
a hot day and causing the stableboy thus to go lame when a horse
stepped on his foot later that night—
this is what you tell yourselves but I know that I die
because I am a woman who loves the world
who speaks to the waxwing at her window
who stands out under the sky to feel the moon
who knows how to ease the pains of birth and is not
afraid of blood but you are afraid of me
and well you should be because all women are also Skadi,
goddess of death who holds a wolf on a chain that could
devour the whole world in one bite.
|Even More Faith, by Jeanie Tomanek|
Oh women in my blood
you are witches all, for a woman is a witch
when she pours her blood on the beet patch
when she kills the rabbit with a prayer
to the moon. A woman is a witch when she dances
with other women heart-to-heart
and when she sits to listen to the hummingbird scolding
in the pear tree and when she takes her shoes off and
smiles at the dirt; a woman is a witch when she gives birth,
and when she cries, and when she bleeds; a woman is a
witch when she lives in the sacred chamber of her heart,
and uses her eyes and ears and nose and tongue, and says
what she senses.
All women were in danger of the Inquisition.
For five hundred years you women of my blood
you had to hide your hearts and still they caught you
and made you pay for the firewood and the ropes, and took
all your worldly possessions when it was over. Old widows,
old crones who understood that it was a fever and not
a demon, and elderberries, not exorcism, would do the job
just fine—I do not forget you. I will not forget your faces.
Inside of all fires there are stories. They live in the embers.
Here is one.
At the end of the world there was a woman
called a witch, a woman who knew the sacred knot tying of the
umbilical cord, and was not afraid to reach into a woman's body to turn
a breech birth right, a woman who knew the winds but would not
sell them in red knots to sailors because she did not believe a
wind should be sold; a woman who talked to every creature she encountered
and waited for a reply. It will not surprise you they
wanted her dead. It doesn't much matter when, or where.
|Slova Sova by Rima Staines|
A boy caught a spotted owl in the woods. He shot her off her nest
where she was feeding a woodrat to the last two spotted owls
in the world. He cut out her heart as the priest told him and snuck through
the witch's window in the dead of night. She was only a woman
after all, and she tended to sleep heavily.
He laid the owl's heart over her own for this,
said the priest, would make her reveal her secrets,
her familiar, some spirit demon who followed her always.
It was an old truth--the heart of an owl, the heart of a woman,
heart to heart they spoke, though nobody could understand the owl language
she used in dreams, nor the sorrow and the keening, for the owl
and her babies, for the sorry old world
which was at last at its end.
She did indeed tell her secrets to the heart of the owl
and to the boy and the priest who were listening,
ready to shackle her and take her away upon her waking, for they
had all the proof they needed now.
But inside, quietly where they couldn't see, she untied
the knots she had been keeping safe in her womb, the only
secret place: red thread and gold, nettle and wool. She
unraveled them with her owl words and her woman's hands,
the knots holding all the songs of all the birds now extinct,
and all the calls of all the mammoths who once walked the world,
knots holding the souls of women who had seen enough,
who had called for Skadi with their last breath at the stake,
for her to come and unweave it all.
And so she did
a woman like any other, with the heart of an owl to her own.
She undid the knots and let go the wolf , the She Wolf
whose heart was a furnace of hematite and gold,
the hound whose teats made the Milky Way
who howls in the ovaries
of the woman who bleeds at her office desk
with a tampon between her legs.
|Another Night Journey by Jeanie Tomanek|
Then, there were witches everywhere in the air, by which I mean
a great wind came, a great fluttering of long gone wings.
Wolves ate the world, and the boy, and the priest
and the witch, and gave birth to it anew one moon later
in a flood of blood.
The woman at her desk began to howl and to keen, then,
opening all the windows, ushering in
a flood of robins, and the winds that had been
untied at the end of the world, and its beginning.